Lack of inspiration or cognition

Inspiration I was wondering what is that
Actually most of the human need inspiration
To motivate their mind and emotion to the highest level of feeling

No matter I am insane or stupid or autistic
Is there anything which can inspire me
Or
Do I need to find with my own
Or
Is my cognitive psychology and cognitive style lost
Or
Is my cognitive activity lost

ARRR...............
I am really freak out whether I need inspiration or need to improve my cognitive approach