I am sorry But ..............!!!

I have no regret at all in my life before
My only regrets in my life is when i become someone else
I have start losing confidence in my ability
I am in competition with myself and i am losing
He were as close to me as my Brother and I am finding myself
I become the person who worried more about the rainy day ahead then Sunshine
I just cannot fine out who am i
I don't want to learn and regret in that age
In the middle of journey of our life i found you raising, appreciation,
When one door is close another ever open but non of the door left open now
If we still regret what happen in yesterday and regret what will happen in tomorrow instead we should live.
But you don't even want to live today.

I am so sad all I can say is sorry if I ever hurt you.