Sick Sick Sick and never become lucky seven

Asking
Can i have a favour
Can I get a life
Can I get a job
Can I have a food to eat
Can I have money to buy
Can You do that for me please
Can you help me that
Can you not do that on me
Could you pls understand me
Could you pls don't do that

What the hell is all that about and then i ask my self who the hell you are asking those question to people. Where the hell you have been ? How the hell you will go on like that ?

Humm damn bad !!!

The languages that i speek .

1. Burmese
2. Hindi ( basic )
3. English
4. Body
5. Mind

naynyo

DEPRESSION

"Whenever someone sorrows, I do not say, "forget it," or "it will pass," or "it could be worse" -- all of which deny the integrity of the painful experience. But I say, to the contrary, "It is worse than you may allow yourself to think. Delve into the depth. Stay with the feeling. Think of it as a precious source of knowledge and guidance. Then and only then will you be ready to face it and be transformed in the process."
--Peter Koestenbaum

"I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know that just to be alive is a grand thing."
--Agatha Christie

"In the midst of winter, I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer."
-- Albert Camus

"It is never too late to be what you might have been."
--George Eliott

Take the first step, no more, no less, and the next will be revealed."
-- Ken Roberts

I cry a lot. My emotions are very close to my surface. I don't want to hold anything in so it festers and turns into pus - a pustule of emotion that explodes into a festering cesspool of depression.”
-- Nicolas Cage quotes

More than something

You told me that I am something

No I am not
I am more than something
I am stupid
I am bullshit
I am nonsense
I am out of control
I am depress
I am madness
I am anemic
I am autistic
I am useless.
See am i something
Not really
I am more than something !!!!!

R u so strong or is all weakness in me (Keisha white)

Im not the sort of person
who falls in and quickly out of love

Why do you come here
when you know I got troubles enough?
Why do you call me
when you know I cant answer the phone?
Make me lie when I don't want to
and make someone else some kind of unknowing fool
You make me stay when I should not.
Are you so strong or is the weakness in me?

Why do you come here
and pretend to be just passing by?
But I need to see you
and I need to hold you.........
tightly

I need it now !!!

Anemia !!!!
What was it how long it has been happening in my body !!
Why the doctor just find out now
Fatigue, weakness, shortness of breath, confusion or loss of concentration, dizziness or fainting, pale skin, rapid heart beat, feeling cold, and feeling sad or depressed.
Woooo is better if it kill straight away !!!

Yes it is just little things for sure but that little things seems like killing me slowly .

People start thinking I am over reacting

People start seeing me like different person.

People not talking me well.

People start looking me down that I never come up with better situation.

People start thinking me that I am a kind of out of control person.

pls , pls , pls don't think and don't look at me like that.

Whether it all are the effect of anemia or things happen in my life.

I am also a human I am allow to deserve better life.

Conflicting

I regret that I love him.
My brain reject that I regret.

I confess that I love him.
My brain reject my confess.

I rejoice that I love him.
My brain reject my rejoice.

I thanked the world for making him for me.
My brain reject my thankful thought.

My heart believe one day I will be exultation .
My brain reject my believe.
And I become out of control.

Thanks for my truly friend

Here is what my truly friend ask me to listen

Beyond the darkness there is light ( hope I will find the light soon )
Beyond ignorance there is wisdom ( hop I will ignore soon)


As you wish hope lord Buddha will guide me to the path of glory soon .


Thanks my friend !!

Is really mean to me while I am in that situation !!
naynyo

I have no choice

Since little
I use to ask
Why don't I have healthy body because I have no choice .
Why don't I have a healthy brother because I have no choice.
Why don't I have a healthy parents because I have no choice.
Whenever I travel I can't decide whether I like to drive or not because I have no Choice.
Whenever I eat I can't decide what food I like because I have no choice .
Whenever I drink I can't decide what I want to drink because I have no choice.
Whenever I go I can't go where I want to go because I have no choice .
Whoever I love I can't love because I have no choice.
Whatever I did I can't do what I want to do because I have no choice.
Wherever I live I can't live where I want to live because I have no choice.

Forever life

One day
We all will die
The goal is
Not to live forever
But to create something
That will last forever
Naynyo

Faith !!!

Imagine what is behind this laugh.
Imagine what is behind this dry eyes.
Imagine what is behind this calm.
Imagine what is behind this silent.
Is it my fault ?
Only knowing how to held tightly.
and

Not knowing how to held loosely.

naynyo!!!

I don' t !!!!

I don't feel like I am on the earth.
I don't feel like I need to study
I don't' feel like I am working
I don't feel like my soul is with me
I don't feel like my mind is fresh
I don't feel like I am a human
I don't feel like I am a girl
I don't feel like I am a woman
I don't feel like I am a people
I don't feel like I am hungry
I don't feel like I need to eat
I don't feel like I am sleepy
I don't feel like I need to sleep
And
I don't feel like I know these all
I don't feel like I need these all

And I ask myself then what do you feel

:( I don't feel like I have any feeling .
naynyo

The brief history of alcohol and my little brother !!!

First my little brother takes drink,
then the drink takes him.
And they become enemy.
Alcohol may be his worst enemy.
But god says "love your enemy ".
So I like to suggest don't let your enemy takes you.
You just take your enemy before your it taken you.